Jasmine Nicole

Consistency. That word scares me like you would never believe. The sheer idea of me, ME, being consistent at anything feels like a far off dream.

What do you want to be when you grow up?

As a kid, I would go back and scream at my younger self to say…CONSISTENT!

According to the Oxford Dictionary, consistency is agreement or harmony of parts or features to one another or a whole.

When I think of who I am, the young girl who grew into a young woman, and the woman I stand to be today, harmony never came to mind. In fact, I feel like mosaic is the best way to describe who I am. Many different pieces that come together to make one thing, one person.

A quick trip through my journals, my high school year books, and even my closet and you would see that I am not a person who can be in agreement.

The basis of who I am is like sand running through open fingers and sometimes I just want to be the same. Consistent.

I want to commit to something so well that it grows with me and becomes who I am, a part of my character.

So what’s the point?

The point is, it’s day one of a new month and I will spend everyday of this month, the last month of this year, being consistent.

Come with me; commit to something small, something new, something that is a reflection who you are.

Everyday this month, I will grace my blog with my random thoughts, emotions, and ideas.